Monday, December 28, 2020

And how did today go?

The work side of my brain kicked in, took over, and we worked like a mule.  It was exciting.  So why do I drag my feet back in after a holiday?  It’s comfortable to be firing on all cylinders.  Perhaps that is why I find it so hard to relax.  I am in a discovery stage in my life.  Old age...  wishing for younger days.  

I think about posting all the time

 It’s been a while, but I’m still here.  I have two sides of my brain, creative and work.  After four days off, much of it spent thinking about not wanting to come back to work and the rest trying to relax and enjoy the moment. And now I am back here at my desk and the work side is taking over.  Directed.  On task. Focused.  

The new year is ringing in with a new eating plan and old age.  I’m 60.  Recovering from a back injury and lamenting the fact I am no longer 20 or even 40.  I see an old fat woman in the mirror.  I try to tell myself there is more than meets the eye.  2021 will be my eye opening year.  Be well. Stay safe.